A few years ago at a mothers ministry I attended, a speaker talked about a juice box. she had a juice box with a gazillion straws sticking out of it. she said this is a mother.....everyone has sucked a little bit out of her till she is a shrunken little box of cardboard. yup, that's how i feel right now. i feel like there's just not a whole lot of me left to give to anyone. everything i do is half-arse. nobody is getting a 100%. actually no one is getting even 40%. i feel like i'm doing nothing well.... i go go go then fall apart. i guess i'm at that fall apart mode. can i blame it on being pregnant?! :) ok that was just way too personal for a blog i guess. pray for benny, he's so patient with me, but he needs his wife.
on a positive note the boys are playing so well together lately and it's just fun to watch. they love to roll around together and "wrestle". ronan squeals like the world is ending, but yet the smile is huge so you know he's just squealing to squeal. zander loves to perform and make ronan laugh. it's just a cute thing to watch. in public, zander likes to get into ronan's face and make him laugh which then leads to the squealing, which is NOT a good thing. people can't tell that he's happy they just want him to be quiet. cause when that boy opens his mouth.....man oh man. it's LOUD!!!
well, i should try to rest and spend some time with ben.
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