funny thoughts

so today was one of those days. i haven't been home all day in over two weeks. its ridiculous...and my house was starting to feel the aftermath of me not taking care of it. so today i had to physically force myself to stay home to get some work done. but for those of you with kids, you know that if you have to get work done around the house, the inevitably your kids will be wretched. and yes, they were. zander and ronan fought with eachother all morning. ronan is in this screaming kick and went balistic and woke jade up three times from her morning nap. so i finally gave up and just kept her up. which made for a very cranky jade. but i did get the laundry done, dishes done, sheets washed, house vacuumed, and the house picked up. ugh...it put me in a bad mood though. and yes, i listed everything because i'm definitely braggin. with the three kids i have i deserve to get to brag when i get anything done!
so after tha nap we went to the park because well, the kids needed to run around and leave me alone. the park we went to has a lot of climbing things too...so here's my thought process this time. i let the boys run and i sit with jade and just watch. in all honesty, i rarely move. there's this one ladder climbing thing that goes up about 8 feet. and ronan insists on climbing this thing...but he's always shaking and if looking elsewhere which is when his feet get scary. but this is how bad i am. i literally sit there and think about ok, if he falls and knocks himself out i'll immediately call 911. if he falls and just hits his head, i'll throw him in the car and take him to the hospital. now you'd think i'd force him to not climb it, but no, i just have an emergency plan. yeah, i have three kids.
oh and one last funny thing. today zander informs me, after getting mad at me, that he "is so sick of being a teenager". what the heck?! oh my word.....